Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

THank you for correcting me.

hmmm health food tonight ... soy burgers .. I am scared D: (they're pretty damn good lol, i've had them before)

Well time to go home and play find the SCH! Laters!

I don't think I'm innocent, I just enjoy being nice to others. It makes me happy even if my day has been rotten as hell. It's just very difficult for me to be mean to someone else, because I'd immediately regret it and would feel so damn guilty for days because of it.

With that said I still have negative thoughts about others, which effects my mood a great deal because I feel guilty about how I think. I can't handle criticism well or having others upset with me or arguing with me. I can't even handle others arguing with each other, I have to leave the room. I put myself down tremendously for every mistake I've ever made, and won't let them go.

I don't know why I can forgive others for their mistakes, no matter what they did (to a point of course), but I can't forgive myself. I've been working on trying not to think like that, it just isn't easy.

Aye, and the OP made it feel like there was a Membership requirement ; ;

For me, both were initially.
I'm not a very open person, and always kinda felt like before any one person was ever nice to me, i had to slowly crack the awkward-ice.
Because of the long history of the threads, theres a number of posters who ignore or disregard anything someone says if they havent been around as long as them :|

You could definetly put up the Uri is mean Avi tho =)

I went to Ni once. It was awful. /grumpycat

On second thought, just looked at traffic on way home (WTF PEOPLE GO HOME ALREADY! STOP MAKING TRAFFIC BEFORE ME!!!) I will sit around here for half hour to hour at least.

I had a bunch of ducklings follow me like that once lol :| Had to put them in a box and take them back to their mom >.>

You are heartless! Should have raised them! Regurgitated their food for them and everything!

I'm still intimidated by this thread... and every other thread :(
I'm really shy and awkward(Arebella knows this... or she should >:/)
This thread is scary even with all the cute pictures sprinkled in.

I have a cat that likes to eat birds though

You're so quiet xD
I'll like say something and just silence.
"Okay, that's cool don't answer me, it's not like it was a question or anything D:"
/soft voice murmurs "I said ____!"

Sureeee you did. >_>

I feel the back stabs even when we just play chess :(
But I do agree we should play again! :O

Blame that on my mic :(

Must..stay up for events but so tired

For God sakes don't play Kali then. Those are full frontal throat stabs!

Kali! I hope to play against you soon! :)

Oh god this adCouldn't hit refresh fast enough.

I played against her once :| just cut down everything in her path in so few moves :(

Well, thankyou!

I started posting like July 2010? ish. So not so much "new" as it is lack of posting lol
But I guess it's new compared to all you veterans :P /shrug

>:| I'm nice to animals

The only plan I could come up against her attack was to attack her with reckless abandon. But she is cunning and skilled and knows how to compensate for the losses.

Kali, anyone here beat you yet?