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 Shiva.Spathaian
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By Shiva.Spathaian 2017-02-10 09:49:33
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But I don't give anyone anything... I don't know if I'm anywhere close to Oprah.
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By Shiva.Spathaian 2017-02-10 09:50:36
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Asura.Lolserj said: »
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I don't know if it's just because my depression has never gotten bad enough or if it's my upbringing but I can't bring myself to ever EVER call into work. Like, even getting my to take my vacation days is like pulling teeth.

It does not matter how I feel or what I think, I will go unless someone/something physically holds me back. It goes back to that whole "It's the one thing I'm good for" mentality. If I'm not at work or school or whatever my obligation in life is, I feel like I have hit the lowest of lows and there's not even any point to me being here.

Trust me, you'll know if your depression gets bad enough

But at that point it's just a battle between your want to be productive that day and your want to just lay in bed doing nothing

It's not like (well I don't think so) if you're vomiting or have explosive diarrhea, usually if you can power through your depression you can usually get up and at least do stuff while being depressed

but sometimes it can be tough to find the willpower to do things when you're really depressed
Or I just self-mutilate and truck on through. *shrug*
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By Asura.Dameshi 2017-02-10 09:53:45
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Dance Party Friday certainly has changed since my day.
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By Ramyrez 2017-02-10 09:55:04
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Asura.Dameshi said: »
Dance Party Friday certainly has changed since my day.

If only we had some sort of iron-fisted ruler to get us back on course, but nooooooo. We had to get all democratic.
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By Cerberus.Dameshi 2017-02-10 09:56:10
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Ramyrez said: »
Asura.Dameshi said: »
Dance Party Friday certainly has changed since my day.

If only we had some sort of iron-fisted ruler to get us back on course, but nooooooo. We had to get all democratic.
We must free the people from those who would bring us down. We must purify Ni.
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By Asura.Vienner 2017-02-10 09:59:00
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Shiva.Spathaian said: »
I don't know if it's just because my depression has never gotten bad enough or if it's my upbringing but I can't bring myself to ever EVER call into work. Like, even getting my to take my vacation days is like pulling teeth.

It does not matter how I feel or what I think, I will go unless someone/something physically holds me back. It goes back to that whole "It's the one thing I'm good for" mentality. If I'm not at work or school or whatever my obligation in life is, I feel like I have hit the lowest of lows and there's not even any point to me being here.
I can relate, We have to take vacation because...kids... and I just always go mental during vacation, its like getting dropped on a different planet and not knowing where to go or what to do (usually I feel more exhausted after vacation then before although I spend alot of time napping and sleeping).
Getting pulled out of my daily routine or having to do things I didnt carefully plan on forehand is very intense O.O
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By Asura.Lolserj 2017-02-10 09:59:09
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Shiva.Spathaian said: »
Asura.Lolserj said: »
Shiva.Spathaian said: »
I don't know if it's just because my depression has never gotten bad enough or if it's my upbringing but I can't bring myself to ever EVER call into work. Like, even getting my to take my vacation days is like pulling teeth.

It does not matter how I feel or what I think, I will go unless someone/something physically holds me back. It goes back to that whole "It's the one thing I'm good for" mentality. If I'm not at work or school or whatever my obligation in life is, I feel like I have hit the lowest of lows and there's not even any point to me being here.

Trust me, you'll know if your depression gets bad enough

But at that point it's just a battle between your want to be productive that day and your want to just lay in bed doing nothing

It's not like (well I don't think so) if you're vomiting or have explosive diarrhea, usually if you can power through your depression you can usually get up and at least do stuff while being depressed

but sometimes it can be tough to find the willpower to do things when you're really depressed
Or I just self-mutilate and truck on through. *shrug*

I suppose that is an option as well... but I don't know if it's a healthier option
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By Asura.Vienner 2017-02-10 09:59:42
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Cerberus.Dameshi said: »
Ramyrez said: »
Asura.Dameshi said: »
Dance Party Friday certainly has changed since my day.

If only we had some sort of iron-fisted ruler to get us back on course, but nooooooo. We had to get all democratic.
We must free the people from those who would bring us down. We must purify Ni.
Did you fart? It smells kinda gassy in here...
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By Cerberus.Dameshi 2017-02-10 10:01:06
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Asura.Vienner said: »
Cerberus.Dameshi said: »
Ramyrez said: »
Asura.Dameshi said: »
Dance Party Friday certainly has changed since my day.

If only we had some sort of iron-fisted ruler to get us back on course, but nooooooo. We had to get all democratic.
We must free the people from those who would bring us down. We must purify Ni.
Did you fart? It smells kinda gassy in here...
The doors are sealed, such as your fate!

...Wait I'm still in here...

PARKER OPEN THE DOORS! PARKER!
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By Ramyrez 2017-02-10 10:05:38
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Parker's moment of revenge is at hand!
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By Asura.Lolserj 2017-02-10 10:07:11
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It seems like Meshi waited a little too long to retire to the country side to open up a Butcher's Shop like he has always dreamed of
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By Lakshmi.Flavin 2017-02-10 10:12:34
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Asura.Vienner said: »
Cerberus.Dameshi said: »
Ramyrez said: »
Asura.Dameshi said: »
Dance Party Friday certainly has changed since my day.

If only we had some sort of iron-fisted ruler to get us back on course, but nooooooo. We had to get all democratic.
We must free the people from those who would bring us down. We must purify Ni.
Did you fart? It smells kinda gassy in here...
You should probably check your pants...
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By Ramyrez 2017-02-10 10:16:26
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Lakshmi.Flavin said: »
Asura.Vienner said: »
Cerberus.Dameshi said: »
Ramyrez said: »
Asura.Dameshi said: »
Dance Party Friday certainly has changed since my day.

If only we had some sort of iron-fisted ruler to get us back on course, but nooooooo. We had to get all democratic.
We must free the people from those who would bring us down. We must purify Ni.
Did you fart? It smells kinda gassy in here...
You should probably check your pants...

The only pants I want to see or hear about today!

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By Shiva.Nikolce 2017-02-10 10:43:31
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PARKER Edit:

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By Shiva.Nikolce 2017-02-10 10:48:50
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Ramyrez said: »
*waits for Nik to come in and administer his own brand of therapy*

therapy has been cancelled....

PARKER Edit: Guess the theme of this DPF!!!
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By Asura.Vienner 2017-02-10 10:52:43
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I was really wondering last week... but was Snap a thing in the states in the late 80's early 90's? It doesnt get alot more wrong then this
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By Misa Pres 2017-02-10 11:03:14
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i got lost in youtube.

found this tho

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By Ramyrez 2017-02-10 11:16:16
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Misa Pres said: »
i got lost in youtube.

It's like Wikipedia.

Or Bat Country.

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By Shiva.Spathaian 2017-02-10 11:37:06
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Misa Pres said: »
i got lost in youtube.

found this tho

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I remember linking that on discord. Had me laughing rather hard.
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By Siren.Mosin 2017-02-10 11:39:02
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Asura.Vienner said: »
There's one constant in my whole relationship and thats that I always have to take initiative. I just hate that, makes me feel very unwanted tbh (I have some serious selfesteem issues, I used to do some pretty messed up ***cause of it(still do sometimes when I'm not feeling well)

I was stuck in dumbass meetings all morning, and now I have a stupid project to finish, but my god I know this feeling. We really should kill our parents before time does. It looks like the conversation has moved on anyway.

We'll have to revisit this discussion again when time isn't my foe.
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By Anna Ruthven 2017-02-10 11:55:41
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Misa Pres said: »
i got lost in youtube.

found this tho

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She also has a tanking video. I think I'm learning a lot from it.
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By Asura.Lolserj 2017-02-10 11:55:53
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Siren.Mosin said: »
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There's one constant in my whole relationship and thats that I always have to take initiative. I just hate that, makes me feel very unwanted tbh (I have some serious selfesteem issues, I used to do some pretty messed up ***cause of it(still do sometimes when I'm not feeling well)

I was stuck in dumbass meetings all morning, and now I have a stupid project to finish, but my god I know this feeling. We really should kill our parents before time does. It looks like the conversation has moved on anyway.

We'll have to revisit this discussion again when time isn't my foe.

If time is your foe just have the KGB take care of it
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By Ragnarok.Hevans 2017-02-10 12:08:02
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I wish I could stay in bed another three hours.
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Ragnarok.Hevans said: »
I wish I could stay in bed another three hours.

Technically you can
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By Asura.Lolserj 2017-02-10 12:13:24
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Just stay home today Hevans, channel your inner evil
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By Asura.Vienner 2017-02-10 12:16:35
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All the depressive talk today made Hevans depressed and now he doesnt want to work, I'm sorry ;_;
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