I don't know when or if you'll ever be back here, and I don't know if you'll read this, but...
The last few years with you have been some of the best of my life. You've brought me so much happiness that it's impossible to describe. Every day you found a way to make me smile. Never forget that.
All the effort and time I spent trying not to trip on landmines? It was all worth it. I only regret that it was never enough to give you the same happiness that you gave to me. I'm sorry.
I don't think you're selfish, horrible, or undeserving... I hope that you know that. I never would have tried so hard or given you so much of my time if I did. I've told you that since the day we met.
I'm going to miss you so much Stefi, please, never let yourself think otherwise. I won't forget about you. Never. I'm always going to love you no matter what. I'm so happy that you've managed to move on with your life, just like you'd always wanted. Happy and proud. You're doing just what we've talked about, what you always wanted to do. Please, never give it up. You can do it, I believe in you.
Goodbye.
Non c'è bisogno di preoccuparsi, il mio amore. Io non ti dimenticherò mai.